I’m fine

Cuz I’m fine, I’m alive

If I’m not dead, I’ll survive

No will to live, no goal to believe

No one to see, no help to give

Why am I here, on this cursed world?

Just making cuts, and spilling blood

I should leave, be gone to the night

Cuz what’s the use, if people notice my plight?

So I’m broken, I’m shattered, I’m torn,

Things piercing my skin, like thorn after thorn

I look in the mirror, try saying I’m beautiful

But burst into tears, cuz lying isn’t dutiful.

They shout words, like bullets shooting me

I fall to them, poisoned and flee

People tell me, to not care

But how can I, when that’s all I fear?

They tell me not to crave acceptance

I fall to society’s whims, and their expectance

People tell me, to think positive

But how can I, when everything in life is negative?

So I’m broken, I’m shattered, I’m torn,

Things piercing my skin, like thorn after thorn

I look down from up high, thinking of ending my life

But back down time to time, and don’t die.

I don’t want to die, just want life to end.