No. 4

I'm not sure what happened,

I guess you just changed.

We used to be close 

But now even simple talks are hard. 

We were good friends once, 

But I guess that was just for the summer.

We had lady and dog names 

And while they were loathed

They are missed. 

You don't how much I might’ve liked you. 

You are my inspiration 

But I am never your muse. 

You left me breathless,

You left me heartless.

I left you untouched, 

As far as you seem to be. 

I miss your driveways, 

You waiting for me. 

Spending times at places with bread

And craft stores at night. 

You never told me to come over 

While that's a constant with her. 

She's my best friend, 

Did you not think that would hurt me?

She's so into you 

And you seem to be too. 

It kills me to be near her 

When all she talks about is you. 

You on the other hand just ignore me. 

So I think it's best to end it with a saying: 

If what you love hurts you so bad is it actually worth loving so much?