Are you deaf

Everything is so quiet

Cannot sense any sound

Have tried to get drunk

Am completely clear

Wanted to wipe you out of my blood

But it does not work

Would like to kill memories

Always see your face

Strings me all the time like a knife

Even hide in your dreams

Get up as if I was tortured

Would give it all for you

Would face everything

Cannot breathe freely anymore

Sadness burns my chest

I have made you too sad

I have always loved you

Do not know anything anymore

Killing my mind

Are you deaf

or do not want to hear me

It hurts so much

I cannot get rid of you

Cannot give you up

Must not lose you

Cannot set you free

You belong to me

Oh, I love you

You tear me apart

Do you want to destroy me?

There are no more tears

Cried away

Everything empty

I am cold

I am freezing

Unmoveingly

Eaten up by doubts about myself

My head as heavy as lead

But still too much energy

Cannot turn it off

My throat is drying out

What else can I tell you

Are you deaf?

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