is this what you've decided, then?

to replace me with filth?

to turn aside and let me die?

to join hands with a stranger--

rather than myself?

longer than them.

i've known you so much longer.

what do they have that i don't?

oh, i cannot wait.

i cannot wait for you to do that thing you do--

get bored of them, like an old toy,

and drop them.

i cannot wait for them to feel how i feel now.

i cannot fucking wait.