Do Villans want to die?

Sometimes I write poetry and sometimes I sit and cry as I let my self go in words , trying and failing to ask if anyone is listening, if anyone would care in 6 months after my funeral where everyone would lie and say how lovely I was, how much potential I had and how loved I was

When in reality I was made out to be the villan so many times that I started to believe it , I stopped having to remind myself to be the villan to keep myself safe . It came naturally, I was the villan, I am the villan

And there is nothing people love more than a dead villan