I Admit

Vitriolic thought patterns           cloud my heart                         Preventing the sun from blazing in triumphant command   Forgetting that I am responsible I muddle through another storm Lightning and wind swoop down to jolt me awake                         Meanwhile my head in the proverbial sand                           Hiding from love that is merely obstructed                                 When I finally decide to release the manacles                               Let me remember how to truly laugh and sing