If only

If only you'd realize, I'm not the only one who should try

If only you'd realize, I never forgot you but god how I've tried

If only you knew, that I only think of you

But I guess you can't see, how much you mean to me

It hurts

The way you don't try

The way you don't care for me or try to stop making me cry

God how I love you, but you make me so sad

You make me feel worthless, empty, and bad

Do you even love me?

Do you even care?

Where'd the one I love go?

Was he ever even there?