AN INTERLUDE

why is blue your favorite color if it is not the

color of my eyes and why are you not

as invested in me as i am in you and why am i

pointlessly honest and pointlessly romantic

when i have been hurt and hurt and hurt and hurt

you’d think i’ve had enough already.

when will i have enough? when will i move on?

from you and from him and from her and them

i wish you didn’t hurt me i wish i didn’t let you and

i wish i didn’t want to forgive and forget but

i do i do i do i do i do but i won’t.

you don’t deserve me like that anymore but

maybe he does because time has passed and i’m

slowly forgetting and wait, i don’t want to something

stupid but what is a decision if not stupid but

you were also stupid for treating me that way after i

told you things i’ve never told anyone else and i wish you

were a better person to me

i wish you were reading this right now

but,

anyway

i hope you’re doing well