Why?

Each night I cry, and wonder why I wish for death upon each breath and I wonder why.

I go numb and softly hum a sad tune and again, I wonder why.

Memories come and memories go, time slowly passing with each show.

All I do is wonder why as I begin to cry and all I do is wonder why.

Why do I want to die?

Is it because I cannot fly, or is it because I no longer want to try?

Over and over I wonder why.

Is it just me, only I, or are there others who too wish to die.

If so, then why?

It seems that all I do is wonder why, why something inside is longing desperately to die.

Just answer me.

Why?