Home

I wanna go Home

But Home doesn’t exist

And it’s not a place

Or a state of being

It’s a burned off village that no longer exists

It’s a place that has yet to be

It’s a place in a past life

It’s my future

But I just want to go Home

I want to stop worrying about how much longer I have to live

I want to have a place to lay my head

Even if that place isn’t a bed

I want to know that I belong

And for once it not to be a song

That reassures me that everything is as bad as I think

But also say that I’ll be okay

Cause The place I live

The life I’m in

It doesn’t feel right

Maybe somethings just not in my sight

Because it feels like

Every thought I’ve thought it twice

Every movement isn’t right

Every breath is just another mistake

And I Want To Go Home

But I can’t

So it's fine

Don't worry

But when I tell you

I’m fine

It means I’m lonely

Don’t worry means

I don’t know what to do

And when I tell you

You make me feel safe

I’m not lying

Because it feels like maybe

Just maybe

I might have found Home