Anxiety

My axiety has been out of control, it has taken over my life, it has taken over my days. The more I think about my anxiety, the lower I feel. As my anxiety grows, so does my depression. I just want to feel happy. I want to have control. Yet the desire for control and not accomplishing that goal pushing my anxiety through the roof. Is it my anxiety I want to manage, or do I just need to give into the lack of control in life?