Three.

I hate that I feel the need to understand the grand plan of the universe

Search for wisdom that I know will hurt

Know I should enjoy the moments that make life worth all the struggle

But that’s where I struggle

A man of the masses

so average

why do I matter?

what happens after?

I want to change the world

Yet I can’t change my own

Some days I can barley change my clothes

Some days I hope life is close to coming to a close