I Am A Pill

I am not me

Me is not I, a pill in my hand

A tear in my eye

I am not me

Not a laugh or a scream

Silenced, sorrow, happiness follows a sunbeam through lavender colored sheets

Save me, oh pharmacy

Castle of pills and pill candy

Rely upon , leach on, suck off my sores

Because I was tired of being a nagging chore

Of myself, I was tired of myself and how I handled things

And now I just need some sweet relief

Thin, weary, hair falling out on my pillows, on my arms like the leaves falling from an autumn tree

I fizzed out slowly, crack open my skull and observe the sparks-I'm misfiring

Put your feet against brick, watch the sun set

My head rests on the mountains

A pill slowly disolves, no-rapidly

In my hot mouth

I forgot what I was originally intending to say.