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Where did

a Happy Girl

learn to lie so well?

How could

a Priviledged Girl

be so unsatisfied?

If not

a Trauma Girl

then why the scars?

She isn't

a Drama Girl

so what's with the masks?

Why can't

the Word Girl

learn how to speak?

picking up the pieces of me

all the broken pieces of me

all the shattered mangled aching

pieces of me

I don't have the answers.

don't know how we got here

don't know why I found a pain

to punish myself for being

when all I ever wanted was

to be something special

I thought I needed a tragedy

what is wrong with me,

I didn't need to bleed to be

enough.