Perilous Prodigal
Torn between reality and mentality
Replaced by The appearance of deserved obscenity
Losing a lightning smile to an abscess of time
Practicing charms that become darker with each crime
Unjust hopes to Remain Hidden behind eyes so bright
A maddening fawns laughter to bring in the slight
Appreciate her for the unproven songs you cannot rewrite
Blistered within Riddling of an intentions bride
A Muddy wells filth to the clay of night
forced to move along, alone... again and again and again each time
Asking Why now ask why always be at why again and find
Demanding’s of a new guide to direct your feet so grim
Investments towards Decisions that should have already been in
paid homage to a new age yet still arguing at corruptions sin.
Mockery upon mockery allowing an evil hate for oneself to win
It is a wonder that the hinges of that door weren’t removed this time
Bearing a face as similar as mine
Still Sheltering a voice that livens at each boastful wise
Only to Stumble down upon the opening of lowered eyes
Whence to Welcome a dove to afraid to cry
It was to be known that Thered be a loss of interest when told to abide
Just say you’re Here and come Along for the ride
Notice a Wearing that’s just as thin inside
a Bewildering retreat made to confide
Unknowingly hastened to a vision
A passerby
Watch as She sinks into each unwise
Clouded darkening gaining her rise.
It With stolen fruits looming inside somewhere often bursting in time.
Unaware of the unfiltered dare
Uncaring of any that share
Seeming as indifferent your indifference grows as you stare
Bright glistening gaze upon gaze
Richest endowment on Foundlings that fade
Filthy improvements or A terrifying waste
Casted engagements perfecting Perishing ways
Tearing holes into promises that should never had been made
When a Sudden eclipse entangles on her days
Loot from every door opens yet is slammed in your face
New Attacks in range with her as the blade
Spiraling hopes for all left on display
Counter your clock or be left in dismay
For she who is darkness owns that mark you’ve liken to create
YeT, There’s no greater evil than from the one burying their light in her grave
So Hey!
Starting at “Hey” you must make your plead
Notice a hurt in this and it’s actual need
Dead inside?
Forgotten how?
Oh Simple fleet, yell to that utter man to come my way...
To help me in
I’m only a whim at your take
So with every intention possible left to be made .... start to pray that
Again, again and again dear Lord remind me of your way
Turmoil and sorrow
I Should’ve known better
Repeating illgotten’s
I’ve been gotten for awhile
Such is for my sacrilege denial
each hardship every mile
AlThough once used I dare not want for your smile
Please Do not smile, no not anymore sweet Lord
Not on me, not on those I’ve grown near
This deep needs something deeper to fulfill
We need
Your ears
It’s for Your haunts that have become our mirrors
Teach us how to cry for that for a little while.
Teach us how to resemble hope for each other for a little while
Teach us to how it is to live from where your heart is filled within
With tears that come from inside of smiles for just a little while
for longer then what we are used to wanting
Some like me God are so broken within
So not only for my wayward soul but for them as well I hope
Forgive me forgive me forgive me I ask
Give me the break that washes away each beating
Give me that hurt that bleeds for every lost mile taken
Give out the light to again rule that horrid denial.
hurry for I’m Losing myself early to a ratchet senile
Hurry before it won’t matter to anymore of my whiles
as imaginations find me lost in folds of yesterday
Hurry, please Lord and come my way
but if by chance to hurry isn’t your way,
hold me close when this ill-gotten mind filters me away
so sweetly close may I be held in your grace
until lasting sleep takes its embrace
And then please dear God, and I ask this now while I still may....
In that only a little while more,
Will you please then Take me home.
In Christ name, Amen now and Amen for the amore.