One last time

I walked down our street one last time, My tears mixing in with the rain. Head held low trying to avoid the stares. I just needed to see you one last time, to hold you again. I walked past the house where it all happened, where we said our last goodbye in a wave of angered words. Tomorrow I will be moving to a new state halfway across the country, and you will just be a memory that will fade in time. Yet now the pain is still real, the hurt I feel is nothing compared to what I have felt before. Why, why couldnt you see what this was to me. That every kiss was a true loves kiss, that each goodbye cut my heart, each time leaving a streak of blood on its path. I walk down thinking of the last time I said I love you, thinking about how I meant those words and to you they were nothing but an empty promise. Yes a promise left unfulfilled. One last time I look into the window that we sat in front of. All I see now is you and the other girl. One last time I make myself say goodbye.