but I am fine, just out of sorts

I splash marmalade from mountain glaciers on my droopy face:

I am fine.

I am not tired, i can last a few more hours

I run into invisible walls as if a labirneth of mirrors:

I am fine.

it's only life

I cry snow for my heart has grown cold from lack of love:

I am fine.

I don't need anyone to make me smile again.

I

am

fine.

but I am not fine

and I need to stop telling myself these lies

for I don't know if someone can survive

with wandering realities like mine.