Let’s have some tea

Give me hope, not despair.

Help me love, not impair.

Give me a reason to smile,

since now there's none there.

Give me strength, not lies.

Hold my hand, no goodbyes.

Love isn't as easy as they say,

and now my stomach's filled with butterflies.

Love is so strong,

yet these feelings feel so wrong.

I don't deserve her love, because I'm unlovable.

I've messed up for too long.

But she tells me that she still loves

the way I look at the stars above

with a gaze unlike

anyone else she's ever loved.

I don't know what to do.

The skies keep falling.

The stars disappear.

My vision gets darker.

Narrower.

I can't breathe.

With that being said,

with each second I feel more and more dead.

She can't still love me.

All of this is messing with my head.

Give me hope, help me breathe.

Help me love, help me see

that her stand is still right there for me,

waiting to be held.

So come,

let's have some tea.