Quitting #&%!ing Smoking!

Anyone around here quit smoking in the past? I'll be thirty in a couple months, and I've smoked since I was seventeen years old. I'm making attempt god knows what number over the years, and I'm riiiight at the start still; 47 hours and change.

Basically I hate myself and everything about life, including my decision to attempt doing this again. I mean not actually, but also yes actually. You know how it goes.

Anyone got any words of encouragement, a story from when they quit, or anything of that nature? Anything will help, and is much appreciated!