Emotions

Emotions.

What a fun ride those are.

I'm excited

For the start of something new,

But I'm also sad

That what I had

Can be had no longer.

This is what I've come to call

Emotional turmoil and confusion.

Having someone I could trust

As more than just a friend or a brother

Was something

That meant so much to me.

Getting that suddenly ripped away

Shattered my heart into a million pieces

That I feel that I can never

Put back together properly on my own.

Caring for someone as more than a friend

Is such a nice feeling.

I hope that one day,

I will get to have back

What I once had

But can have no longer.