Okay?

I'm a bit numb right now.

I don't feel much of anything

and the days pass in a blur,

but it's okay.

It's better than feeling like shit all the time,

which is what I've been doing in the

past.

I keep waiting for my emotions to catch up to me.

Like all the stuff

I haven't felt

in the past few months will catch up to me in an overwhelming waterfall.

But that hasn't happened yet.

Maybe it never will.

Maybe I'm done with feeling.

I'm not really sure how I feel about that.

Ha, ha...

I'm not really sure how I feel about anything.

My feelings are detached from me.

I am a whole different person.

Friends and family are worried about me,

they ask if something's wrong.

And I'm not lying when I say no.

Nothing is wrong.

I'm just numb.

And that's okay.