Tequila

Tequila has always been my favorite drink. It's my truth serum and my emotional cleanser, bringing me to tears.

Tonight is the first time in months that I've decided to resort to her ways... So tonight I live my fear.... Worshipping the porcelain goddess.

My head is spinning as I think of what I have eaten today. ("Did I have any 'breads' that could absorb some of this alcohol??")

We playfully sing to the tunes on YouTube...

Let's have another round of shots!!!

Oh geez... My stomach is requesting either food or abstinence while my drunken, happy estate says, "one more shot wont hurt".

My head spins, the room spins, my eyes are spinning... My face is numb. My body is numb, even my brain is numb.

All my thoughts are directed to my biggest fear.... "Oh gawd!" " I hope I don't puke!"