Reaching to Reach

I need something.

I am not seeing it.

I am not feeling it.

I am not finding it.

I am not very patient.

I want something to happen.

I wait.

I stir.

I pace.

I easily get so frustrated.

I have the means for it.

I waste them.

I lose them.

I drop them.

I use them for something else.

I expect someone's help.

I give hints.

I speak louder.

I get demanding.

I keep reaching to reach.