What I want for this Christmas?

I want it to be memorable.

My last Christmas with my family should be memorable.

I want us all to start getting along, even with the toxic one.

I want to be given useful things I can use for the next ten years.

I want things like durable socks, new trainers, and a more durable phonecase.

I want a sturdier, more powerful computer.

I want to keep hold of my relationships.

I want to get back in contact with him.

I want to enjoy one last year by the tree, with my cat, the dogs, my quail.

I want to eat Mom's sausage rolls, and drink cocoa while dad plays a video game.

I want to join him in that game for once.

I want to be loved and appreciated.

I want to recognized by my family for the patience I've given.

For the time I could've been using for myself that I ended up dedicating to them.

I want my brother to leave me alone.

I want my feelings back...

I want this year to finally end.

That's what I want for Christmas.