“Holding my own hand” By Sentual S: November 2nd, 2020

Today, marks the day that I truly understand and fully accept that at some point everyone will forsake me.

That no matter how long I’ve been knowing a person or who they are, they’ll at some point displease me.

It’s all fine though, like minerals to gold, I may rust a little but I’ll still be whole.

With all the disapprovals and the No’s from people, made my mindset and self confidence grow.

Knowing that I can manage without someone else support or affirmation, makes me indestructible.

Cause, I don’t need someone or something here to find my own worth or who I really am in this life.

Compliments or attention may help me but it’s not a necessity for my mornings and nights.

That’s right, I’ll be just fine and still be alive without someone else’s acceptance.

I don’t owe anyone anything and they don’t owe me nothing too, not even the attendance.

Through any storm, any sunshine, or the times of chimes I will still stand.

While I stand through the trials of my life from the start to the end, I’ll always “Hold my own hand.”

After all, I proved everyone wrong by showing them that I will win with or without them.

So really if I done it once or twice, I could definitely do this again.

“If everyone walks out of your life, remember that there’s one person that will always be with you. That person will always be YOU and truly that’s the person, that will always guide you.”

-The Unknown