My Hell

Screaming in my ears

Love ripped from my heart

Tears dripping down my eyes

I just want to be with my parents

These awful strangers

They hurt me

They ridicule me

Break me down

Make me beg for my forbidden women to take me

Make me beg for her tender kisses

Let her drag me to the life I deserve

Whether it be hell or heaven

They chain me down with their ideas

Pinning me down in a permit bow

They choke me with their bullshit

Causing me to vomit

I am just a slave to them

A slave of labor and tradition

A slave of the god that gives no shits about me

A slave to the world I didn't want to be in

The world and life is on my shoulders

But I am not allowed to cry

The world could be on fire

And I would just be another thing to endure

Free me please

3 failed escapes

Many nights hoping for it to end

Yet here I say

If only I could go to my real parents

But they reside only in my own head

The strangers gave me life

Now they expect me to pay it back in full