Past Happiness Versus Present Heartbreak

Sitting in our spot under the shaded tree on those pavement steps,

under the tree in which time just seemed to stop when I was there with you,

your thumb stroked my palm gently,

birds chirped around us,

sunbeams ocassionally fell down on our faces,

the last time I remember feeling genuinely happy was there,

I came back after our relationship plumetted,

seeking comfort in familiar sounds and sights,

hoping to perhaps find you sitting next to me,

but at the same time this is why I need to let you go,

I need to seek happiness in something that won't leave me alone,

reminsicing over a relationship that belongs in the past