One Last Time

Had I asked too much?

Had I clung to the love, I never thought I

Deserved...

Does he feel the emptiness in the center of his

Heart, the kick in the gut,

The wandering reminder of what we had

I cannot look, I cannot blink, I cannot laugh

I cannot sleep

Without the haunting form circling around me

Holding me tight.

I dream of moonlight, silver fishes

And speaking to you

I imagine gnomes, fairies

And loving you one last time.