I’m sad

I feel like crying all the time

like nothing I do matters.

So helpless.

Life is really overwhelming right now

and I feel like I shouldn't even have the right to feel overwhelmed

because there are so many people in this world who have it so much worse than me.

At the same time I also feel like I have everthing

because I have art

and my words

even when I can't figure out how to properly use them.