One vs Zero

Sometimes to find the Best within.

I must confront the worst of me.

And shake hands with my darker self

For after all we share this being

I dream of what I use to be

It hurts to think about the past

To spare my pain I fight my sleep

Knowing life will never last

Separated.Two directions.

One accepts. The other questions

To be a man and mind divided

Misunderstood through bad connections

When...

Good things come to those who wait

May Patience free me from this pain

A life that's waiting, past behind me

I Know one day my soul will find me

Guided by my dreams that blind me

Living life while stars are dying

Wishing this could never end

I need to feel this way again

To understand the future

I must accept the past

And where I've been

Is where the end begins

and i ascend