TO: the person I’ve never let myself love

I've always wanted to tell you,

I can imagine kissing every inch of your soul

consuming you

and being consumed by you

The yearning I feel for it frightens me -

I run from it.

never quite creating the reality

in which everything I desire can take place

I guess I am a masochist.

You are an entire world I haven't let myself explore.

I would say I am sorry for it,

but you don't even know it

because I've never told you.

#LGBTIQ