It’s mine.

I’ve been thinking about you lately

As yet another guy decides I’m not his baby.

It reminds me of the times

That you were there to dry my eyes,

When I couldn’t admit I wanted you to save me.

But if you lived alone,

How would those nights have gone?

If you spoke the truth,

Would I have gone to you?

If you kissed me that night

We almost let ourselves touch that line...

But all this idle speculation’s just one-sided.

And every chance you never took-

The ones where I saw that look-

The blame is not just yours, it’s mine.

I don’t know why I didn’t say

That I always knew you felt that way,

Or how I convinced myself

That I didn’t want anything else

But a friend who I thought would always stay.

If you lived alone,

How would those nights have gone?

If you spoke the truth,

Would I have gone to you?

If you kissed me that night

We almost let ourselves touch that line...

But all this idle speculation’s just one-sided.

And every chance you never took-

The ones where I saw that look-

The blame is not just yours, it’s mine.

When I think about you it makes me sad

’Cause I know it didn’t have to end like that.

If I’d known you wouldn’t wait forever

Or trusted we could stay together,

I wouldn’t be here feeling so bad,

Missing everything we should have had.

If you lived alone,

How would those nights have gone?

If you spoke the truth,

Would I have gone to you?

If you kissed me that night

We almost let ourselves touch that line...

I wish I could go back in time.

Maybe then, I wouldn’t think I had to hide

How much I wanted to make you mine.