Breathe

I sit againt my parents closet door, tears endlessly escaping my eyes. its hurts to much to imagine the thought of them gone, the nightmare i had made sure of that. i hear her voice calling out to me, i'm gasping through my tears wiping away the residue but i can't catch my breath. My lungs have emptied and refused to be filled with what i need. i can feel their hands on my back, their words garbeled. my gasps fill my hears, blod rushing to my head. my lungs seem to slow down taking a little of what they so despratly need. i can her her singing. Her melodoic voice in my ears.

for i can't help falling in love with you

my breath comes in short sporatic gasps as both of my mothers try to calm me down. tears that have been endlessly flowing from my cheeks slow down. i lean forward my heard in her lap as i cry. cry for what i could've lost. cry for what could've been taken from me.