what if

what wouldve happened

had i told you the truth

had i poured the slimy

tainted spew that was me

onto your lap

could you have loved me

you

a mystery to me

your body

only tasted in my dreams

what if

i'd given more

would you have wanted less

i often think back

to the few moments we shared

empty kisses

love never made

what if

i'd been weak

in your eyes

or was i

my broken heart

a fermenting berry

dipped in rancid chocolate

you never even considered

the delicacy of our stew

what if