Hell is Complacent

In my hell, I am watching reruns of when I said things in life I didn’t mean.

And I am watching as the people I love suffer because of my complacency.

I am watching as my dreams go unfulfilled because I never had the guts to act on them.

And I am watching as my obliviousness pushed important people out of my life.

I am watching as my mental illness made my life on earth a hell on earth.