I hate the way I love you

I see you in my thoughts, I see you in my dreams

I see you in my coffee mug, three sugars, two creams

I see you in my memories, I wish I didn't though,

The thought of your touch on my lips,

I wish to let it go

I can't erase your shape

deep inside my mind,

the sound of your simple voice

the deep but quiet kind

I hate my name on the tip of your tounge

I hate it in your brain

I hate the way I love you

even though you bring me pain