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i always wished that you were here

for me to get lost in your deep blue eyes,

and for you to hold my hand

like the world was ending

we would stay by each other

and i would cradle your head in my arms

while you'd smile and kiss me like you always did

your lips would taste like buttercream,

your scent reminiscent of fresh daisies,

and your gentle touch

sending shivers down my spine

as you caressed my cheek with such care

my fingers would get tangled in your fluffy locks of ebony hair

and i'd grin at your awkward response,

then laugh when your flushed face would flop against my chest

i'd hug you one last time then we'd both fall asleep together

and i would be happy

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i always wished that you were here

for me to get lost in your deep blue eyes,

hopefully hypnotizing you so you would never leave my wrath

and for you to hold my hand

like the world was ending

i'd hold yours so much more tightly

until your skin would bruise

we would stay by each other

and i would cradle your head in my arms

squeezing just a bit too much,

but it would go unnoticed

while you'd smile and kiss me like you always did

even though we both knew you weren't capable

of holding real affection for me

your lips would taste like buttercream

(i'm lactose intolerant),

your scent reminiscent of fresh daisies

(i have a pollen allergy),

and your gentle touch

sending shivers down my spine

in disgust,

as you caressed my cheek with such care

my fingers would get tangled in your fluffy locks of ebony hair,

then yank out every strand from your scalp

and i'd grin at your awkward response,

as you'd yell in pain with tears streaming down your cheeks

then laugh when your flushed face would flop against my chest,

your eyes rolled back into your head, passed out

i'd hug you one last time then we'd both fall asleep together

and i would be happy