Without Cosmos

-Without chaos, I see the cosmos.

In my second of peace, I cherish it.

I find myself among the stars,

I never think about how far away they are.

Around me I see the cosmos

-In that second, I feel free.

My mind simply forgets everything.

And I see no universe, but instead the cosmos,

Until reality comes crashing back at me

-Without chaos, I see the cosmos, I live with it,

And I find myself without reality.

I find myself in peaceful empty bliss, only faint colors and sound.

They suround me far away to keep me company

-In that second, I feel free,

Until the sky comes crashing down on me,

And I once again have to live through the universe

Unorderly and with chaos.

-Without chaos I see cosmos

In that second of peace.

I shall wait till the unverse leaves,

And until cosmos comes back to me.