Being Single

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Yes I am 44 and I am single. After being in a seven year relationship with my deceased x that died from multiple cancers, it's amazing that I've been single again. I never thought that I'd be single again nor did I expect to be. But, what is, is.

What have I been doing with my time since I've been single? Writing stories, contacting publishers and doing art for more future book submissions! What better thing to do, right?

How do I feel being single? It hurts knowing that I'm single, but I also believe that I won't be single forever! If it happened for my brother's girlfriend and him then why wouldn't it happen for me too then?