Shit

I hear the music. Standing alone in the corner I think "What the FUCK happened? "!!!

I had a house, car, city council post, my kids...

Now.. drink...drink...drugs...snort, slam, ride! Adrenaline! 

Why?

Because it feeds me now!

A woman I love that will never love me!

Pain.

A year filled with death.

It's a good year compared to last.