lost my way

hewo my name is naya (oc name) and i am 14 years old and i am in the 8th grade and well i am lost in my own way. that doesnt make sense does it well that what i mean i am lost which makes me get in my own way. i have a whole bunch of friends who love me and care about me well being. i dont want them to be burded with my stress and problems so i keep it in and act very happy for my friends and then i get home and i act happy to my parents and then i have to go to bed and i let it all out. sometimes i slip up during school and show that i am sad but i just cover that up with i was day dreaming. and i just repeat forever. well i’ve sliped up a few times and i even cut which makes all my feiends sad so i keep sleeves on to hide them. and it doesn’t help that i like one of my friends and a boy on my bus {(yes i like two people but one of them doesn’t like me back they like someone else. so i really only like this boy on my bus and well i am planning on talking to him next time he is on the bus and i hoping it will go well :)} wish me luck. but back to my story i am that friend that helps people with there problems but donesnt want help from others so i keep it bottled up.

sorry i am not a very good story writer so i kinda wrote off of my life but in a less detailed view