What If?

What if I never met you?

What if the pain never happened?

What if we could've made it work?

What if I hadn't told you?

What if I hadn't loved you?

Would I have be friends with you? Would I have fallen again? Would I be sad? Would I have grown as a perosn? I may hate the feelings you implanted in my mind, the constant fear of getting close to people, but I want to thank you.

Thank you for teaching me how to get over it. How to come out stronger. How to look back on those memories with a foundness rather than extreme bitterness. Thank you for meeting me.