crippling cryptic

CHOP CHOP CHOP!

HOT HOT HOT!

OUCH MY GOD DAMN FUCKING FINGER!

why am I here all day.

I dream of this all night.

My brain hurts.

I never eat, I can't sleep

Barely breathe.

Toasted sesame in my wounds,

lava spats cover my arms,

stress stress stress leaking out of me.

GIVE ME THAT NOW

STOP PRATTING AROUND

I'M IN CHARGE AND YOU'LL LISTEN TO ME

..please??