Reality

Did she expect it to hurt? Yes

Did she expect it to be awkward? Yes

Did she expect to feel lonely and empty after? No

But that’s what she got. Although it was their first time, what she least expected was that he’d turn away from her the moment he was done. She wanted progress and he gave her an end. She loved him so much to give herself over to him, which she shouldn’t have.

Does she expect to move on? Yes