Tired

I am so tired. A friend recently told me to cry, like that would help. I had already cried. Time passed and more grief, for an entirely different reason. Now I am so very tired. Crying has made me so exhausted. They encourage my vulnerability. Sometimes I wish to be left alone, wish to be less vulnerable, but with a shared grief.... it is understandable if they wish to care for me, as a way to cope themselves. So I will cry openly. I will be tired. I will sleep. I will continue. Everything will be alright.