tears heaven

i'm drowning

in my tears,

in routine

and lost hopes.

I'm drowning

in my fear

to become someone

i never knew,

and will never...,

you know.

I'm drowning

in these loose steps

leading to no place,

no sky and no love.

I'm drowning and drowning

and can't be saved

nor

I want to,

but what makes me most

scared is that

I feel it coming

and can do none.