Jump with me

Sitting here at a loss,

You’ll lie at no cost.

I see it in your eyes

In all your silent cries

Feel it when you flail and twitch

See it when those ice bugs make you itch

Hear it in your voice

There’s nothing I can do, it's your choice.

I used to have so much empathy

But you escape through rage and jealousy....

People say you have drug me down,

Reality is you helped take off the mask of this clown

You and I have different stories with different people

But I saw my addictions within you

it made me find my way to the steeple

And helped me find my breakthrough

Honesty wasn’t easy and harder to even open up and speak.

But it’s the only way from letting these demons sink in and leak.

I may still fall from time to time

But it won’t stop this uphill climb

Overpowering the voices in my head, repeating, “I can”

Because I don’t want this for my entire life span.

So question for you,

You going to jump off the merry go round with me,

together we can hopefully break free?