There Are So Many Things.
But, since this prompt only asks for one, then I will make it count:
I wish I could forget the fact that one day I'll lose my mom, and I will need to step up and raise my siblings. I wish I could forget that it will cause me the most unbearable pain, inevitably taking my life by broken heart. Today, Kobe Bryant and one of his beautiful daughters passed, alongside her teammates and some family members. Revisiting that event multiple times throughout the day had made my heart more and more fragile. I could cry myself to death losing the two people I love in this entire world. The two people I pray I have again so selfishly in the next life. Such a tragedy. What is left of my shattered heart goes out to all involved, and I pray that all souls rest in peace.