reminiscing

i wish i could forget

the look in your eyes

as you screamed at me

that you wanted me to die.

i wish i could forget

the expression on your face

as you shook your head

and you called me a disgrace.

i wish i could forget

the edge in your tone

when you blocked my number

from the contacts in your phone.

i wish i could forget

the troubles you've brought,

as you left me to fester

alone with my thoughts.

i wish i could forget you

as you've caused me so much strife-

i wish that you had never even

entered in my life.

but should i have forgotten

and left you on the shelf?

or did these problems that you make

help me learn anout myself?

i guess i'll never truly know

if you were good for me

but all i have to say

is please, just leave me be.