Unspoken Wonders

What if this is a mistake? What if I'm risking everything I've ever believed in just for something that's going to hurt me in the long run? Are you worth the hurt I put myself through? Am I worth the time you waste trying to get to me knowing you'll let me down? What if this is real? What if loving you is the best thing that could ever happen to me? Am I being too quick to judge? Are you wanting forever like in a sweet never ending dream?